-Scott, Correctional Facility in Chino, CA “The links between a bizarre time perception, and an indeterminate future” There’s a peculiar sort of deformed time experience called inner time where a smaller unit of time, like a day seems endless, and a larger unit of time, like a week seems to pass more rapidly. In the history, of our peoples there are only five distinct social groups known to experience this warped perception of time. World War I POW’s, prisoners in the death camps during the holocaust, chronic tuberculosis patients of the 19th and early 20th century, unemployed coal miners of
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Welcome to the final issue of 2024. We extend the utmost gratitude and thanks for your support and participation in The Beat Within community. We are so proud to continue to provide space to amplify your voices. This editor note shares two new voices from different positions in The Beat Within family. From an older perspective, Michael A. Kroll, commonly known as “Einstein.” at eighty-one, he is the oldest and most veteran Beat Within facilitator, the true Beat Within OG. To the impressions and observations from Tess, one of our high school student interns, who has been helping to transcribe
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-LD, Albuquerque I’m thankful for each and every day I’m alive. Even though I’m not in the best place or even in the best situation, I’m still thankful. I’m thankful for all my loved ones, family and friends. I’m thankful for all the blessings God gives me every day and all the opportunities that have come my way and have still yet to come. I’m also thankful for my daughter, even though I’m not the biological father. I still love and treat her like she’s mine. I will forever be thankful for my grandma. Without her, I wouldn’t be who
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-Wily, San Mateo When I go back and think about my journey, there are some moments that stand out, but the one that really stands out would be early June 2024. That day was my happiest and the best day of my life. It all began early January 2024. I was in a quasi-military school in a residential program where I agreed to go for five and a half months. It was cool, but it wasn’t the same. My day would start at four-thirty AM doing exercises, making our bed, cleaning our space, and at six-thirty AM we would go
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-Frederick Mason, USP Tucson in Tucson, AZ To this point, I’ve written nearly six hundred essays from USP Tucson, but before I was sent here, I was writing at other places. In fact, I’ve been writing since about the third or forth grade, on through high school, through college and beyond. But I remember writing a scary story and I did it as a co-op project with a juvenile while in county jail. I didn’t realize how it affected others, but it is a reminder that writers can have an impact on others, even if it’s of the horror genre.
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-Daniel Ballard, San Quentin State Prison, CA When I was younger I had dreams. Then I came to a realization, around fifteen or sixteen years old that I defined a dream of what actually a dream was: just a dream. Nothing more, nothing less, due to the fact that I can lay down tonight, close my eyes and dream of something or someone I have no knowledge of and feel very distant from. So, my actual dream is a goal, something while I’m wide eyed awake that can be placed and put into a proper perspective. While doing so, I
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The Beat Within is so thankful and grateful to continue to provide incarcerated youth and adults with the opportunities to express their voices,hopes, dreams and challenges. We know that by spreading love and compassion together we can make a difference in the world. Community support is vital to our continued success,thank you for your donation of any sizeor consider volunteering with The Beat Within
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Greetings to our Beat community near and far! We’re happy to have you with us once again for the deep and powerful writing of incarcerated youth across the country. We’re excited to welcome our colleague Omar Turcios to the editorial section as he introduces us to his new baby boy, Jayden David! We hope you’ll enjoy the story he shares with us of his son’s birth and blossoming personality. Welcome Omar, and welcome Baby David! Welcome back to another double dose edition of the one and only The Beat Within. This is the only magazine coming at you every two
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