by AV, Sacramento
You never looked me in my eyes
You never cared that I cried
You told me you loved me
But go ahead tell me…you lied
‘Cause the moment is here
The moment is now
Where I’m giving up
‘Cause you let me down
They say when you die
You’re in the sky
But we’re buried
In the ground
Sometimes I wish
That I could find out
Give up on life
And not be around
I know when you’re wrong
And I know when you’re right
But still…
I never left your side
My life has no reason
You broke my heart
Into pieces
My soul
It has purpose!
This life
It’s not worth it
I want to scream and cry
But instead…
I say I’m fine
I wipe my tears and go
I’m tired of being alone
My mind
It’s just not right
Maybe I just
Need to take some time
My only brother…
He lays to rest
After you
There’s no one left
So as I sit in my cell
I cry to myself
I scream to the walls
I beg God for help
To help me fight
Mental health
I never knew something so real
Could be so fake
Something you love
Could be something you hate
You’re fake ‘cause you lied
I’m tired
I’m tried