Got Me Back on My Feet

-YM, Albuquerque I had a few teachers in my life. My first teachers were my mom and dad. They always showed me right from wrong, and how to treat the people you love or respect. They also taught me how to love. I appreciate them a lot for that.  My other teachers have been my big brothers. My first big brother is my blood. We have the same mom. I’m not gonna say his name because he wouldn’t want me to, but he taught me how to be a man, he and my dad did. He taught me to stand

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What We Deserve

-Gabriel, Santa Cruz  I deserve to be home with my family. So far, I’ve been trying my absolute best, but I keep finding myself in situations. I just wanna move on with life and move on with probation.  I’m sad to see myself back here. I was doing so good, almost off probation. I wish I woulda thought about my actions before doing what I did. If I do get released, I wanna engage in sports to keep me occupied with my day and I just wanna prove I can do good and successfully get off probation.  I wish I

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Nothing Wrong with Difference

-David, Sonoma  I’ve always been different from all of my classmates or my peers. I’ve been called different for a lot of things, whether it was because of my childhood or the things I do or how I do them, and even what I’ve been through.  The way I talk is a big one. I have been around a lot of “hoodlums” and I talk a lot of slag. I talk a little bit different, as people have told me a few times. I’ve had a lot of traumas as a young minority. Hung around different people my whole life,

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I’m Still Here

-JP, Albuquerque  I will never forget how to choose loved ones over someone you’ve fallen in love with. It was April fifteenth, 2023, when I had fallen madly in love with this one boy. It felt like a dream come true, it was only a slight talk on the dance floor before he asked to dance.  I felt like a princess, and how he called me “beautiful like the night sky.”  He was always complimenting me until one cold night we were out, took a couple of drinks, and like the wise say, “drunk words are sober thoughts.”  Oh my,

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Learn from the Past 

-Don, San Diego  Some people say, “new year, new me,” a new year to do better things. Forget about the past year and go into the new year with things to achieve. Learn from the past year to complete your dreams.  Welcome to the new chapter. It’s a new year to become anything you want to be. Actor, poet, rapper. Look back on the past year and cry of laughter. Leave behind the negativity because now you have bigger responsibilities.  A different year, a new approach, you can’t go back to non-progressive activities. Wanting to better yourself than the past

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What If

-Margucci, San Francisco Grew up in the trenchesAll that shhh had shaped my mindSayin’ momma I’m a listenJust ‘cause I’m locked up doin’ timeKnowin’ I ain’t gone listenI said that shhh the last three timesWhat if shhh was different?Picture livin’ like you whiteImagine you got privilegeAnd two parents that can guideLivin’ in the burbsAin’t gotta watch nobody dieAnd now you can see college‘Cause you ain’t gotta slide‘Cause when you in the trenchesIf you ain’t on ten then you gone dieI’m sorry it’s not differentAnd what if shhh don’t matter?Keep yo’ cards on yo’ chestBe prudent and when approaching matterDo everything

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Enjoying Life

-JS, Sonoma Some people say we live to die, and I agree, but we should live to enjoy and leave this world and life knowing we left a part of us or a mark for people to remember us by.  There are people that are going through a lot and may say life is bull shhh, but I think it isn’t because honestly if you think of it, there are others probably going through much worse than we are, which is why I enjoy my life. I know I’m incarcerated, but I still find ways to enjoy life in a

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A Mother’s Love

-DB, Albuquerque  Love hurts but when it’s good and healthy it’s the best thing ever. It’s rare to find someone who could understand you and your love language. Someone with mutual understanding. My situation might be different because I have a lil’ baby girl, so finding someone who will love not only me but my hija (daughter) too is hard. Especially, someone mature enough to be a man.  When I find that, best believe I will give it my all and show all my love and respect! One day I want a big family with the man I love. I

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Changing for the Better

-LD, Albuquerque I’m thankful for each and every day I’m alive. Even though I’m not in the best place or even in the best situation, I’m still thankful. I’m thankful for all my loved ones, family and friends. I’m thankful for all the blessings God gives me every day and all the opportunities that have come my way and have still yet to come.  I’m also thankful for my daughter, even though I’m not the biological father. I still love and treat her like she’s mine. I will forever be thankful for my grandma. Without her, I wouldn’t be who

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Last Day on Base

-Wily, San Mateo  When I go back and think about my journey, there are some moments that stand out, but the one that really stands out would be early June 2024. That day was my happiest and the best day of my life.  It all began early January 2024. I was in a quasi-military school in a residential program where I agreed to go for five and a half months. It was cool, but it wasn’t the same. My day would start at four-thirty AM doing exercises, making our bed, cleaning our space, and at six-thirty AM we would go

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