Me and My Life

by Mindyours When I was twelve-years-old my dad got shot. All I ever wanted was revenge. I got so caught up in going to shoot the sucka that shot my pops.  After all that stuff happened I started to really get in the streets. I started robbing people to get my money right. I started to fight any and everybody.  What really hit was when my mother left my brother and me for another man. I felt so alone and I had to raise my little brother. I was so young so I started robbing more people to make more

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To Mi Prima

by Shadow What’s good? I know this may be a hard time for you, but keep your head up. I don’t know why you had to come in here, but you did, and to be honest that shhh hurt me. Why? Ask yourself, was it worth it?  I don’t mean to be hard on you, but seriously. Honestly, I’m happy to see you, especially after about a year, but if I had a choice, I would prefer you to be out and not get a chance to see you.  This place isn’t where you want to be. I don’t want

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Positive Returns

by Josiah The longest I have been away from home is two years. The challenges and expectations I face after being away from home are emotional and mental irregularity, while feeling distant from the people I am close to, the people I love.  The relationship status between me and my family isn’t always the best, but I have no issue following household rules. Concerns I have about going home are me letting the same bad influences and friends back into my life. But, I am not discouraged. I know I have the help and support I need from my legal

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A New Perspective

by King What 2019 holds for me is mostly Camp Glenwood. I’ll be starting my nine-to-twelve-months program pretty soon. I’ve been incarcerated one hundred and forty-eight days and it’s absurd that I’ve got camp on top of that, but it could always be worse. I am lucky to have gotten a new perspective on life, so I could take full advantage of it when I get released.  I’m grateful for what I have and think of having a happy, positive 2019. I plan on staying tight with my family and enjoying every hour of my home passes. I plan on

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It Should Come To A Stop

Dear The Beat Within,

My name is Carl. I’m from Richmond, CA and I’m just writing you guys to say thank you for what you’re doing. I like that you guys go to different juvenile halls and county jails to speak to kids and adults like me and others that want to change.

 I also wrote you to say whoever wrote the editor’s note is 100% true, and young people know what he is trying to say. 

I think there will be change in the world. For example, this rap shhh gets in a lot of young people’s heads. They talk about drugs, sex, killing, dead ones, and stuff like that. I think if there was more people talking out in meetings and stuff that would change street violence, gang violence, killings that’re going on in the world, and it should come to a stop. 

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Advice From My Incarcerated Father

by Spookes I got character from my father yesterday.  He told me a lot of true things, that I have done wrong in the past and to be honest I got sad, because he called me out on what I did wrong.   When my father wrote to me from prison, I felt joyful, because I needed some advice from a father figure.  After I read the letter I cried because he told me that I was making him hurt with my life decisions.   He told me I was lucky to have a support system that wants to help.  My father

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If These Streets Could Speak

I’d ask why they couldn’t save me
And why they’ve been taking my family on the daily
Why they take my best friends, Hailey and Bailey
And lately I’ve just been feeling like I’ve been going crazy
But maybe
This is just the way it’s supposed to be
But I no longer fear it
‘Cause I feel the Lord is close to me
He restored my hope
That I’d one day be free
Yeah He helped me cope
With all these lonely nights of incarceration
Missing my family man
My heart is achin’
The only way that I can express myself
is through this art I’m makin’

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Over Again 

by Angel A do over would be a really good thing to have because I wish I could take back what I did that got me in here. I hate the fact that I’m locked up because I’ve lost so much time with the ones I care about most. I would only take the do over if I could still be who I am because I hated who I was turning into. My mom didn’t even know who I was. I kept distancing myself from my family. Those are the reasons why I would only take the do over.  I realized

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Light Beginning

by Angel “New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings.” I agree. New beginnings are painful. When you try something new, you always end up failing and maybe never trying it again. You go day by day never really noticing what unique factors that you never knew you would have. It’s really insignificant, but it’s reality.  Since I’ve been locked up, I’ve been changing. It wasn’t easy, but I’m still in the process. I’ve had a struggle like everyone else has their own. I’ve wasted seventeen years going on to eighteen years of my life to finally realize I’m broken.

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Dreams to Believe 

by Angel I think about what type of possibilities I could turn out to be in the future. I always think forward in what I want myself to be. I picture myself being an NBA basketball player and building a company to help kids who think this life is the only way. I believe in that dream that I fantasize. I know it’s a small chance that it will come true, but I’ve put my own dreams and my heart on a shelf. It has been up on that shelf for a very long period. I started to realize, you

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